I think the thing that I most miss about being the kind of person I was before the diet started is not having to think about food. Yes I ate complete junk, and didn't exercise nearly enough, but I also really wasn't that aware of it. Sure I knew that if I went to Pizza Hut or 5 Guys that I'd end up eating way more than I should, but I didn't really need to think about what that meant. Unfortunately now I do think about that. When I grab candy at work, or eat chips when hanging with friends, or otherwise "cheat" on the diet I know what I'm doing and it bums me out a bit.
It's not really a major problem, and I definitely like the positives of my current lifestyle. On the other hand I miss the guy who didn't need to think about this kind of stuff. He was fat and lazy, but he knew how to enjoy destroying an all-you-can-eat buffet. Not sure I could really do that any more (destroy the buffet: yes, enjoy it afterwards: probably no).
It's another melancholy post, but I've been cheating a lot more in the last few weeks with increased access to junk and a decreased amount of exercise. Honestly, if you read these you'd probably think I was depressed. I'm honestly not, but I do miss some aspects of my old life.
Food today: egg and cheese sandwich (really tasty for 300 calories, hence why I eat it every day), turkey sandwich (500 calories), candy (250 calories), salmon, rice and green beans (900 calories). Exercise was an hour of kickboxing (500 calories).
Today's Results:
Daily Food Total: 1950
Exercise: 500
Points Earned: 1550
Total Points Earned: 73217
Points to go: 126783
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